Have you ever had to cut things off with a friend? I think that’s what I have to do tonight.

I don’t want to go into any great details, but I’m just to the point where I just keep getting hurt and getting hurt and getting hurt and I can’t take it any more :(

I really don’t want to lose a friend, especially this one… I know he’s going through alot, but it just seems like our friendship is one sided. I’ve always been there for him… I think I’ve gone above and beyond what anyone can do, but for the past year it just seems like I don’t know this person and when he calls it’s always to ask for something… but when I call him, he doesn’t pick up, doesn’t return my calls or has no time for me.

I’ve asked if we can talk tonight. I wanted to Saturday night after an “incident,” but he pushed it aside… He didn’t want to discuss this now. I’ve asked how much money he owes me and if he can pay it back. I’m going to start dropping his stuff that he has at my house (it’s alot) at the place he’s living at now. I asked him to fill out a change of address, so I will no longer receive his mail and give it to him… And basically, I want to no longer have anything to do with him.

DAMN!!! I hate it… I hate this situation, even typing the above paragraph, I feel like I’m a bitch!!! But I dunno? I can’t keep getting hurt and getting stepped on. I just can’t.

There’s actually more to it than this, but I’m having a difficult time thinking now, so I’ll leave it at that.

I do wish him all the best… and hope he gets his life in order.

It’s difficult to cut things off with someone you love :(